Unsure

After our discussion last night it's really hard to tell what ur thinking. As connected as I would like to think we may be you seemed pretty freaked out.

I'm sorry about that, you being freaked out and all, if in fact you were.

I could be wrong but, my assessment is that, and you have even said this, need some time to get yourself figured out, and I can honor that. It's my estimation that you really have felt guilty lately and that's understandable, and this recent event has kinda pushed you over the edge where I am concerned.

Here's the deal, I don't want you to keep me around out of empathy or any such motive. You owe me nothing. You may think I'm overreacting but, it's just one of those feelings I have in my gut, can't really explain it, but when i said i would quit flirting with you, and you were quick to respond "OK", i think that's what pretty much sealed the deal on varifying my gut feeling.

Please tell me if I am wrong, because I've told you I will accept our reationship on whatever level it needs to be on, and that was true, even if we go back to being more of aquentances than friends, good friends, flirters, whatever.

It's not what I want but, I can live with it.

Hope all this makes sense, but you have to tell me what you want or don't want, cuz im the strong silent type (lol) remember? I will never force myself anywhere or into anything.