Desire

Today I had a very strong desire to touch you. I don’t know why, nor what spurned it but out of nowhere there was a physical yearning throughout my body to feel your body next to mine. I wanted to be able to touch and caress you, feel you and taste you. Yeah I know we are being good, but being good isn’t always fun. Being good has its drawbacks too, and I suppose that is one of them, this undeniable desire to touch you.

It seems those desires are at least held at bay a little bit when I know I can call you and talk to you, that helps I suppose, though it is not the same as actually being with you. But, peering into your psyche, your humor, the way you talk, the sound of your voice, do seem to help.

I suppose this is one of my moments of weakness because I know if you were here with me now, I would not be able to not touch you.