Chemistry

It is a rare thing to find someone you can be yourself with and in all honesty that is something I've looked for, for a while. I like to think that I've found that in my friend I have been talking to recently. I think I enjoy talking to her because I learn more about her every time.

Maybe it's a bit of insecurity on my part, because she still keeps sticking around, and hasn't blown me off.

I know we are just at the beginning of our relationship but it does bring to mind a statement I heard many years ago and it went something like:

"if at the end of your life you can count on one hand the number of people that are your true friends, then you have done well"

Ok, now that I actually read that in writing it sounds kind of funny, but to me it says that so many times it is hard to find anyone, or someone that you would consider a true friend, someone that you can trust with anything, even at 2AM.

I think that's what so intriguing about her, because I look forward to seeing her, talking to her but it goes beyond that. I am attracted to her on a physical level too. On a physical level, yes for her body, but for her mind too.

I suppose that's what "they" mean by chemistry, because when I'm around her I feel the chemistry and I lean more toward keeping that in check, and she does too but, it's there none the less, and I like it.

She's good for my ego.