Thursday, January 22, 2009

Alone

Dry, barren , wounds left unhealed
Beating slowly, nothing to yield
Parched and withered, still uncaring,
Lost and alone without bearing
I close my eyes, what do I see
Visions of things that use to be
Or could have been for that matter
Serve only to make me sadder
Yet I believe in my heart
In someone who can impart
Just what it is my soul needs
And heal my heart for it bleeds

-- Shack

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

You have it bad baby. Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

*sniff*
and heal my heart for it bleeds
can't type now...cant see the screen through my tears

Aurore said...

It has taken a few minutes to wipe away the tears.

It's the belief that you have to hold on to my friend. It's the belief that will get you through until you find that someone.

*hugs*

L. said...

Shack, Shack, Shack. I think you need a bouncing ball. A playdate with a puppy. A slinky and some stairs. Hell, maybe just a few curly-brace e-hugs. {{{Shack}}}

I have no wisdom or reassuring words. When I feel like that I tend to drink and paint. Would some naked pictures help??

Just A. Girl said...

I can definitely relate ;)

Shack said...

Southern Girl: Thank You, I will I am an optimist even though it may not seem like it from time to time.

Button: *hug*

Aurore: TY for your support, it's nice to know you are there.

L: *smile* you just made me laugh. if there was a prize to give, you would get it today. ummm, yes naked pictures would help.

Girl: it does seem to go in cycles, and i am smart enough to realize this.

Helen said...

I think that despair and anger are the high and low energy states of the same emotion.

Which is why, for me, when I'm depressed, give me a violent video game every time. Lemme blow the heads off those nasty evil invading creatures from outer space. All your base are belong to us, bitches!

But naked pictures are good too. Hey, no HNT this week? Oh, yeah, we're supposed to be cheering YOU up. Hey, it's often said, when you feel down, try to cheer someone else up! (Is it just me, or do you want to smack people who say that to you?)

Anonymous said...

Shack, once again, I could be there for you. We would go drink, talk, and vent. This is tough, and I feel for you. I promise you that it will get better.

Going to have a virtual drink with you now...

Insatiable Kate said...

So, so sad.

Love ya Shack.

Chin up.

xo

Anonymous said...

Very honest writing. One of your best yet.

Shack said...

Helen you make valid points... never though of my HNT as cheering anyone up but i will put that on the slate for next week. it will give me something to think about.

Andy dude, i did have one with you. thanks.

Kate TY, having your blog and the others to read and having your support does help.

Jane TY! you make me feel good.