for all it's worth im back where im suppose to be. the long and short of the whole trip is that lots of work was done, yeah it's over... i appreciate all the advice from everyone. i was somewhat aloof, and that seemed to bother her. she asked a couple of times is something was wrong. i said no and continued about my business.
the reason i said it was over is because that stirring that i felt around her did not stir which is in and of itself good an bad... good because i do not have to spend any precious brain cells thing about her... i think the alcohol successfully targeted those brain cells responsible for feeling for her. bad because, it is a little sad but i have moved on and the thing about moving on, when you look back, the blip on the radar screen continues to shrink.
any who that's it in a nutshell. i've got to find something to fill my time now. maybe wood working, basket weaving or something like that.
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hee hee...you said woodworking (yes Bevis he said wood working)
I know I shouldn't suggest you find a new um...distraction but, I'm sure there are some lovely lovelies who'd be more than happy to help you with your woodworking.
Finding some extra-curricular activities would make some really juicy blog posts...you have an audience...feed us Shack baby!
Do I count as an extra-curricular activity? I am a handful after all ;)
Button: *he he* woodworking, i didn't catch that when wrote it, damn i must be feeling bad.
if i weren't feeling really tired right now and headed to bed, i would spend sometime coming up with some juicy things for you.
*he he* i said juicy things.
Aurore: yes you do. if you and your tattoo happen to pop into my dreams tonight i will let you know about it tomorrow.
sweet dreams to both of you!
That sadness will disappear like the radar blip. I'm sure you'll find something to do with your idle hands.
the thing about moving on, when you look back, the blip on the radar screen continues to shrink.
So true!
Sometimes objects in the mirror can be closer than they appear, though....
Andy: im sure i will dude
O: i broke all my mirrors. don't need to see where i've already been. :)
There's a strangely weightless clarity that I find after things are over -- a relationship, a job, a death. For me, can reveal interesting stuff. You too?
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