Do you ever feel this way? Cumbersome, awkward, goofy, stupid, or just can't do anything right? I like to characterize is as being a moron, a social moron, a relationship moron.
If I were to look at this feeling objectively (i.e. if someone came to me and said they felt this way), I suppose I would tell them they need to find their own happy place within, because what it boils down to in the long run, people will let you down, and if you look to anyone else for any feelings of self-worth you will always be disappointed.
Ah, but like all psychologists, yes, I fancy myself an amateur psychologist, I know what one needs to do to solve their problems, and freely offer my advise but, rarely do I follow it. That brings up another observation about psychologists that being, most of them go into that profession because they are pretty screwed up themselves, but that is a topic for another discussion.
Now I'm rambling, and I believe this too will pass.
Anyway, love this song.
Cumbersome Lyrics:
She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask
I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now
I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass
All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall
I have become, cumbersome to this world
I have become, cumbersome to my girl
I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past
Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance
But my old stone face can't seem to break her down
She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground
I have become, cumbersome to this world
I have become, cumbersome to my girl
(Chorus)
Too heavy, too light, too black or too white
Too wrong or too right, today or tonight
Cumbersome
Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less
And I'm wanting her more
The bitter taste is cumbersome
Yeah! Ah, yeah, no... yeah. Ohhh.
There is a balance between two worlds
One with an arrow and a cross
Regardless of the balance, life has become cumbersome
3 comments:
BIG HUG
take care you softy you
I imagine this happens to everyone sometime. It certainly happens to me. It's frustrating, as it often seems to happen when I have a lot to do -- of course, when do I NOT have a lot to do?
But I (try) to take the lack of motivation and mental fog as a sign that I have worked hard enough and it's time to ease up a bit and rest.
God, I hate that. Resting?! Pfft. Well, I must begrudgingly admit that it is occasionally necessary.
Do anything you can think of to lift your mood that isn't bad for you and just ride it out. It's like the psychological version of a common cold. Eventually you will feel better, and if you rest and take care of yourself you'll feel better sooner.
Jessica: thank you! come back soon!
Helen: thank you. I have lived long enough to know this is something that goes in cycles.
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